I’m irrevocably ... since forever and for always... in love with the Great Mother, at home in the black luminosity, the black void, her cosmic womb that is the ultimate creation vessel.
I remember prior to any concept of this energy, even as a little girl, I could perceive that space. I was drawn to the beginning /no beginning end/no end point.
I felt inquisitive about how she weaves the fabric of life into this tapestry of our universe. And I always felt that I/we can participate. I saw a higher potential in each and everyone and imagined how the world would be if we all lived our truth, our purpose from our heart of hearts, aligned with what is our true destiny. Each being filling the link in the whole.
In touch with our Essence, right through the veil. Everyone is completely unique with a higher purpose, when given the opportunity for that potential to express in life and reveal more unto itself.
As I walk my path in life, there is this magical way in which this source energy communicates. Through whispers in the wind, through visions/dreams, through the desires of my deepest heart. I listen and I act upon the messages.
This source can only be experienced in gnosis and I am also in full surrender to the mystery as it is.
I take each step on this life path with magical unfolding, knowing that what I need to Know is revealed to me all along. The story of life is written in the stars, yet I have to be present as I can’t read ahead of my time.
This black golden source energy, this ultimate intelligence is the zero point.
Somehow, the Divine gave us free will. At each and any given moment we can choose to act in harmony and alignment, in accordance with our individual higher truth, who we were put here on Earth to be.
On my journey to Egypt, Ancient Khemet, I became aware of the black fertile mud along the Nil river. I came to see the Black Golden luminosity as the Goddess Isis there and all she signifies. In my studies of alchemy, I came to understand her as the Keeper of Magic , the ultimate creativity, the genius of the workings of this universe ...
I am here and everything I live, breathe and do is for the Great Mother and for Spirit. I can see clearly how it ‘could be’, my cells know the state of harmony and balance.
In our disempowerment, we are taught to fear ‘the darkness’. We are disconnected
from the truth of what ‘darkness’ truly means. We are disempowered from our connection to the zero point from where we can choose with free will to participate in cosmic co-creation. We are the Great Mother’s children, in-‘Spirit’ed by the breath of life.
Our distortion and fear of the darkness show in our rejection of what we think is ‘dark’.
The word is power and it’s creation itself. We need a new set of vocabulary to accurately name ‘darkness’, black etc.
We need wording that allows spaciousness for the truth of all to live, breathe and unfold fully.
When we reject the black, the dark...
we ultimately reject the creation power of the black void, the dark luminosity.
Ultimately, we are afraid of death.
I understand as I, too, am afraid of the loss of loved ones. However, death is an inherent part of life. It allows
new life.
We are afraid of the ‘shadow’ energies within and out there. We are afraid of what lurks in the shadows.
However, when we own them, they loose their power over us. With integration and inner healing, these shadow energies can’t live from us feeding them, they can’t grow. We have that kind of power!
It takes courage and humility to face the inner shadow. This is true power.
And what about a spiritual death where we die to all that no longer serves us and shed this tight outworn skin for our growth. Life is change.
Let me be clear: all the emotions, all our joy and our pain and everything in between are valid, are beautiful. We have the capacity to experience various nuances all at once.
But what do they do once they served their purpose and we are holding on to them? Everything has a charge with opposite ends of the same quality. What do we align with?
The simple truth is that we have been bestowed upon true power to co-create divinely. We have free will and choice ... always! Even in the lowest times and moments in life, we have a choice what to do with it. Sometimes greatness comes from these places.
The Great Mother is generous. We have true power. With alignment, everything nurturing, healing and loving is possible.
We need to know that we have the power. This kind of knowledge about ourselves is power! Why don’t we learn this as our life education from when we are small?
The Divine is ultimately Dark and Light...
the truth is paradox and absolute all at once.
My work in the world is to help you to see who you were Divinely orchestrated to be, so you can fully illumine your place in this world through your radiance and deeds.